I literally just bust into tears over a chocolate bar. What the fuck.
I used to just be sad a lot and my parents would say I had depression but I’d push that aside but now it’s like I know I’m depressed and I cannot snap out of it. Every thought is overtaken by wanting to die or hurt myself and it’s getting so serious I can feel a constant pain in my chest and I have no motivation to get out of bed in the mornings or to do anything really.
I’m going to go to the doctor to get my dose upped and I’m praying that’ll help because I feel like if not I’m going to break.
That’s it I’m fucking done
lol I hope this is an allergic reaction and it kills me in my sleep.
Great timing to get dysphoric Alex. Fucking awesome.